Day 2 — Your Crush

dear james,

crush, eh? have we not surpassed the point of “crush”?

never would i have thought three years ago that we would actually date. i was so extremely enamored with you that it was nearly insane. now here we are, one year & four months in, & i’m not really sure if i love you.

i can never tell if i’m only just comfortable or if if would be happier with someone else. in fact, the prospect of another man, another someone, seems so appealing to me so very often.

but there’s just something about you i can’t quit.

love,

marta

ps. i’m very excited to go see girl talk next month, & i can’t wait to see you in a few weeks!